you're not too dumb, and thanks for the reply. yes, I'm sure this doesn't exactly make sense.
I guess I don't often write to make sense, but I probably should.
if it isn't accessible, then that's a problem I should deal with.
thanks for the comments.

and if you wish:
in general, this poem, to me, was about the opportunity/ease there is to steal/recreate art for any artist who wishes to do so, and the last section concludes why this does or does not happen with the speaker.

some of this, was of course, also stolen/modified.